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Y Saturday, March 24, 2007

Remember my last post? That was the beginning of my 3 consecutive suay days... Ironically, I was having a CME lesson with my P5 class titled: <我最倒霉的一天> on tuesday... Coincidentally, on the first day after you left, everything doesn't seem to go well for me... That's so dotz... Lol...

Suay day 2:
Took a cab and reached school at 0650, all ready for House Practice at 0700. First person I saw was my "favourite" teacher, as quoted by another colleague... Haha... Went down at 0700 and started walking around hoping to see some students... But for 10 whole minutes no one was there so decided to go back to do work... Who knows, at around 0720, there were around 6 students waiting outside the staff room asking for the teacher in charge of duty that morning... In the end we were only left with around 5 minutes before assembly... How suay could I get man, for 2 days I screw up the practice... =(

Suay day 3:
Again, prepared myself to go for practice, everything turned out well... Was still thinking: hmmm... starting to get better already... It was till after the P1 lesson when I was washing my hand in the washroom... Suddenly I felt that my eyes look a little wierd, as if one side was bigger than the other and my vision was a bit blur on the right side... It was the second time I had this feeling... The previous time it happened, I was so sick that my dad had to come fetch me to the doc's... So this time I was hoping that nothing would go wrong but oh well, as I started with lesson with the P2, the dizziness and nauseous feeling came in as well... Was feeling so weak that I had to sit and instruct my nearby students to tell the class what to do... Even threatened to vomit on them if they continued to misbehave... Lol... Luckily, I survived the lesson and with the help of my medicated oil the dizziness subsided and became a headache instead... Went to the P6 class with my head tilted to one side and got teased by some of them... Haha...

So, this is the end of my 3 suay days story... It might not sound very suay to some of you but oh well... Haha... I really should learn from all the stupid mistakes that I've made so far and listen no my instincts since they're 98% so accurate... Should really stop being so logical for once... Think too much... Bleah... Haha...

Anyways, I was at Central today, don't like the structure, looks like I'm in a maze, don't like the feeling of losing my way... Ha...

..loves..

23:45

Y Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Here I am, sitting in front of the lappie at 2226h... Was supposed to do some typing but again, procrastination seeps in and I've not done anything so far... Today's really the worse day since the start of 2007... Had some form of misunderstanding with a colleague, pms, first time in my driving life that i banged into another person's car and feeling guilty till now, feeling emo and missing you... Haha... Oh well... 1 month will pass very quickly though...

Had been going for rehearsals almost everyday during the March hols, just felt that I'm getting stagnant in the way I "play" with my role... Stress level rising as 310307 approaches... Haiz... Have not been getting enough rest for a long long time... Got complains regarding the eye bags and dark rings... Haha... Almost fell asleep while teaching these past few days... Horrible... Lol...

Argh... I wanna go for a holiday... To some place that I can relax and enjoy myself... Even if it's not doing anything... I just wanna leave here... Ha... Can't wait for the June hols to come! =)

To val: No matter what decisions you've come up to, I'll always support you too... Just know that whenever you need someone to talk to, you can just give me a call... =) Most importantly, live life with no regrets! Love you! *hugz*

..loves..

22:26

Y Monday, March 12, 2007

Hmmm... I'm getting a little emo today... Haha... Trying my best to be good, but always finds that I'll let you down some ways or another... Whenever you say: "haiz, forget it..." I'll feel vey guilty and bad.. Ha... I'm like this blur, bei dong, boyish, always late, stubborn, thinks a lot dian nao bai chi always creating problems for you to solve... Haha...

Don't know if you'll get to read this but I'm really very sorry for all of them... I really cherish this very much... Don't know what else to say to you but a very big thank you for always bearing with me and being there... Love you... =)

..loves..

12:11

Y Monday, March 05, 2007

“我们改变不了昨天因为昨天已成过去
我们改变不了明天因为明天还未到来
只有今天就在我们的身边
好好的把握今天过个精彩的今天”

Puzzled by some comments recently... Curious to know what made the person thinks this way... Haha... Since when is there the care? Thought I was some forgotten past... Lol... *winks to jx* Anyway, got myself involved in 2 productions again... YPPAE as a cast as well as HIHS as an assistant for their SYF production Think I'm becoming quite a schitzo after taking up the witch character in the musical... Sometimes you'll see Xiao Jun and I just suddenly acting wierd and doing funny things but it's kinda fun though... Lol...

And yea, I'm a dian nao bai chi... =) *wink*

..loves..

21:58